i want to see him so bad. there's always that temptation to drop everything, drive over to docking station, and burst through the door just like in a movie or a tv show. i just watched the friends finale, and the whole ross/rachel thing has me all bummed out. i think cookie and me are doomed to be like them. always breaking up and getting back together, always drama, but always in love. i wonder if we'll be so lucky as to have a happy ending like theirs.